.: melissa wong . 19 :.
.: 19-05-1985 . taurus :.
.: singaporean . currently ntu student :.
.: anime comic music lover :.






swatch watch. bags. phone. jeans . slippers






hits.



.: haha . past crap . host . photos :.
.: games - vampire . yahoo towers . gothador . rune scape . java :.
.: music - song lyrics . chinese pop scores :.
.: anime - midi. wallpapers . more wallpapers . how to draw manga :.
.: others - ntu . friendster . golden village . s'pore pools :.


Dunno wat to do

just feeling so weird... today suppose to be off... but here i am feeling so tired... sldn't i feel more energetic... SIAZ is one word i sld describe my day....

dunno wat to say too, feel like blogging but nothing to say... actually i want to do many stuff... but maybe my mind is still not yet ready... want to learn jap, draw manga...and blah blah blah.... sigh... me muz be feeling lazy...

~ reaching for the stars ~ Monday, Feb. 23, 2004, 11:50 PM


A vErY happy and good day!!!

okay.. today is SUNDAY STILL... arrgh... always take a long time to blog... hahahha me today very happy and hyper....

1. Tomorrow is a OFF... Yeah!!! that's good news...

2. 2 more temp staff joined me... which means less work for me... no need to do vacuuming everyday.... u can say i am promoted.. haha the perm staff all joking now, say i sld be called super temp staff or senior temp staff.. then that joseph damn lame... say raise my pay from 7 to 7.01.. wat rubbish...

heheh... i hope the coming days are fine... then there were 2 perm staff that was attached to us... the guy teased me abt my height, say i very tall... so pig... but he is a nice person lah... dunno me... feeling quite happy, yah... maybe i talked more than usual... it's true... guess it is because i feel that i can trust them... still hope there are no trouble and the new temp staff can get along with me..

now they are basically roaming and they very very the siaz... been doing that for 2 days... me worked at the counter for most of the times... so time zooooooommmm very fast...

the gal is valerie, guy.. hmm..ermm.. dunno his name, cos in chinese... then i guess the gal want to do counter work... but i dunno it is possible for me to teach.. i think wait and see.. it's not i dun 1 to teach... but later the seniors might not happy... this is because when i started learning counterwork, it was the assistant manager who taught me(the rest of the senior staff dun really like her).. but i really appreciate her... so it was like i got approval to learn but these temp staff like not yet...

sigh... hope they dun get jealous of me... arrgh...

~ reaching for the stars ~ Monday, Feb. 23, 2004, 12:35 AM


An Enjoyable Off weekend!!!

okay... i cheated the timing... it is actually already sunday but i can't be bother cos i am blogging on wat was happening on Saturday... first weekend off since i hv started working...

went to fetch my mum to discharge from the hospital... thanks for the concern that everyone gave me... A BIG THANK YOU... :)

then took cab back and watched tv... one is jin tian yi and another was a anime on fruit basket... VERY VERY FUNNY... Kept on laughing.. nearly rolled on the floors... me mad abt anime but now do not even hv the time to chase after them... sigh... might be buying the how to draw manga book and pens soon... my soon might be exaggerated.. haha

then fetch sis to yamaha lessons... then went back home... after that rushed to orchard to meet minyu... had dinner at swensens...both of us ate sirloin steak and minyu had this voucher of regular earthquake ice cream... so we order the earthquake... hope both of us won't die from a bout of ice cream poisoning... the regular earthquake had 8 scoops of ice creams... hahah... so we ate that too amid the topping too.. so fattening.. * wink wink * anyone drooling...

let me name the flavours too... haha... 2 scoops of chewy chocolate, yam, mocha almond fudge, chocolate freckles, rum and rasins, butterscotch, cookies and cream... and quite a lot of topping... hahaha...

stil hv not pay minyu, cos i only hv twenty bucks in wallet... hahah... muz remember to pay u ahh... hahahha then went back home, bath and chit chat with jiahui, wenbing and berwine... now it is 2 am.. better go zzz, tml still hv to work... AND IT IS FULL SHIFT >>>> wish me luck...

~ reaching for the stars ~ Saturday, Feb. 21, 2004, 11:59 PM


Where are my Friends?

I am missing my friends man... sigh... no time to really sms or call them... or sld i say i am just lazy or wat... dunno... muz hv the mood to sms mah, like when i hv the time to rot...and when do i hv the time to rot... wonder how they are doing? Yee zhen and ting, yanling, lilian, elsa,jun hao, wesley, sam, basically all my jc friends... its funny *amusing laughter*... i am keeping more contact with my sec friends more... hahaha.. wondering how r they coping... hey guys if u r reading my blog, update me abt wat's going on in ur life!!!

me recently got the mood to get a mp3 player... wonder if i really going to take the money i earn to buy mp 3 or midi.... i mean those that i like will be around 500 to 600... still cannot decide if i will choose midi or the prism style mp3 ... wants a small one... but the prism style is 599 and can store 512mb... i wonder how much songs i can store... then midi one, depends on how many disc.. so nearly unlimited... arrgh... in the end it is still whether i am willing to get the money to pay for it... cos it is still quite ex... 3/5 of my pay... will be very heartbroken... hahah...

also thinking if i sld dye and rebond my hair... think i will wait for it to grow longer... thought i keep hving this keep-my-hair-short sydrome... everytime i want to keep my hair long, i will just feel like cutting it short... arrgh... hahhah

finally i will hv a off day tml.. my mum is discharging from the hospital too... then hv to take sis to yamaha lessons.. then in evening go out with minyu for dinner... yay... want to make full use of my day... but so siaz, just the thought of working full shift on sat make me so!!! *bleah* feeling sick... hahaha

still hv not bath... later will go bath... dunno me... so fickle... actually i like the working life... no need to study somemore hv money... but then again... i hope it is not so stressful and continuous... so scare of the A levels... ARRGH... sigh...

~ reaching for the stars ~ Friday, Feb. 20, 2004, 11:57 PM


A Housewife day

Wat a day... was like a housewife in the morning to afternoon... wash clothes, hang clothes,vacuum floor, cook udon noodles, fetch sis from school, eat... then relaz... after that iron clothes, cook dinner...

then after eating, took a taxi to visit my mother... made the mistake of asking the uncle not to go by rochor, cos i think the taxi fare would be cheaper... Arrgh... but nvm... talked to my mum...

then afterwards went to the customer's house... maybe i sld not curse him... he is okay lah... i sld curse his place... so near to fengshan cc... i sld hv gone there on thurs instead... after my piano teaching then go there... sigh... anyway went to his place and got him to sign the stupid contract... his place so sickening... This is why i hate HDB... the building divided into 4 parts... only the two ends hv lifts... so i climbed the center portion which has the unit no... guess wat his floor is on the 12th floor!!!

i climbed to the 5th floor then saw that it was a main corridor... so qi!!!!@#$%^&*())(*&^%$#@!... sickening... the lift actually does work... all i need to do was to go the 13th floor which was the main lobby.... walked to the central staircase and climbed down.... make me so tired... climbed five storeys leh.. stupid flats...

me going to pack my room awhile then go zzzz... hehe tml do abit of shopping, then visit mum, then teach piano... hahah

~ reaching for the stars ~ Thursday, Feb. 19, 2004, 12:12 AM


quiz for fun

DragonWings
Your wings are DRAGON wings. Massive and
covered in scales, they shimmer with strength
and magic. They are the most obvious display of
your power - though it runs equally throughout
your heart and mind. You are uncompromising and
grave, with a profound sense of justice. You
have firm ideas about what is right and what is
wrong and set out to fix what problems you can.
You realize that you are more capable of
dealing with life and evil than most, and as
such you see it as your responsibility to
protect those who cannot defend themselves. You
have existed since antiquity and as such you
are wise far beyond your years in this
lifetime. While you strive for fairness and
peace, if someone should steal from your cave
of treasure (though not all that glitters is
gold) or compromise the happiness of you or one
who is close to you - they have signed their
death warrant. You have a mighty vengeance and
will unleash it upon such people immediately
and mercilessly. Arguing with you is
useless...you rarely back down and are known
for holding firm in your beliefs. Sometimes you
feel intensely burdened with the troubles of
others...acting as a Guardian can get so
wearisome. But you never give up...you see it
as your life's mission. Often very introverted,
you can be so smart...it's scary. Such a
combination of intelligence, creativity, power,
beauty, and magic is often intimidating to
those around you - who are also unlikely to
understand you. Arrogant, proud, overserious,
and sometimes a bit greedy or obsessed with
whatever treasure you choose to pursue...you
have enchanted people for centuries, and will
continue to do so.



*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
brought to you by Quizilla

You are the blue moonlight. You are peaceful and
serene, kind and loving. Your heart never
stears you wrong. You let out uncertainess with
tears, and you let out fear with light. The
blue light means distance. You are afraid to
get to close to people. You have been betrayed
once before and can't do it again. Your dream
job could consist of a counsler or a traveler.
You love humanity and lonliness. You will have
love in your life and will never pass by
unnoticed. Your beauty attracts many, but your
personality is rare. The uniqness in your mind
will always separate you. You can always find
yourself lingering near the ocean, thinking
about life. Your head seema to be up in the
clouds, though you body is down omn Earth. You
change and each time come back a better person.
The blue moonliht will always guide to safety
in the darkest hour.



What shade of moonlight are you? (Boys or Girls)
brought to you by Quizilla

~ reaching for the stars ~ Wednesday, Feb. 18, 2004, 1:30 AM


Wat a "wonderful" day it is going to be

siaz ahh... tml hv to waste my time going down to a customer's house to ask him to sign something... apparently i gave him a wrong contract to sign... so he has to sign the correct one... wat is more irritating is that he cannot come back down and my shi mu's worktime does not coordinate together... so his daughter also kicked some hell as we hv to contact him thru his daugher....

haven't curse finished him, i that time served him, kena scolded by his wife on the phone, cos she insisted getting a free phone... then i forgot there was a free phone which was damn lousy that i would not even recommend to anyone... so the wife was like so fierce.. and i pass the phone to the supervisor... then later she decided to change the plan and phone and her husband had to sign the contract because it is under his name... me gave him wrong contract... ARRGH.... now hv to waste my time going to bedok north... probably will take a cab at bedok cos i dunno how to go.... waste my money too... so damn sickening...

haha... saw minyu today... her mum was talking to one of the staff... too bad i was serving another customer... so could not talk to her... me wondering when will we be going to swensen to eat?? Bet u hv lots of things to curse about....

This few days very tired... just want to zzz more... maybe because i have work for five days... anyway will be getting some days off... heheh told my manager my mum in hospital... so guess he gave me some later shifts so i can visit my mum... today off (wed), tml off(thur) and sat off... but hv to teach piano on thur so it is not really off for me... so stressful teaching piano... my sightreading skills so bad... any nice piano pieces to recommend... more for those restaurant kind... cos i want to try playing those songs... IF i hv the time...

~ reaching for the stars ~ Wednesday, Feb. 18, 2004, 12:44 AM


Good day

now i realise why i dun like my job... i hate it if i have to be a roamer and answering one load of hell of questions by people... today most of the time i did counter work... it was so fast... i mean time flew so quickly... i love doing this kind of work though there is a bit of phobia if i do something wrong.... cos there is a fine of $5 per error... so scary...so today was a day i love my job... haha so damn fluctuating...

my mum is in the hospital doing a minor operation... hopefully everything will be fine... like no errors... then so much trouble when my mum is not around... like who is going to wash my clothes... then my baby sis how... will she be going to school or not?? that means i have to take her to school when i am not working... arrgh... but nvm... i will try as much as possible to take care of me, my sis and my mum... yah yah...

~ reaching for the stars ~ Monday, Feb. 16, 2004, 12:03 AM


Payday finally but very siaz

actually i sld be happy, receive my pay finally, 884 dollars excluding CPF... but just the thought of working, me really very siaz...

sigh, getting sick of this job, feel like quitting, it is quite tiring because there are sales coming along, then hv to keep on answering questions, repeat myself all day... really really tired of it... wonder why m1 has so many irritating offers.. stupid customers too, always wait until last min then they come and get it... but what to do, the incentive of working is still so good...

met berwine today with ching lu at lifebook shop... saw miss ong our sec art teacher... so shocked...she looked totally different.. dyed her hair, sld be more specific, she highlighted her hair, in chinglu's terms miss ong has become more funky...

then heard some stuff abt chelsea from berwine...this one i shall not say out... not nice too..

~ reaching for the stars ~ Sunday, Feb. 15, 2004, 12:46 AM


Very happy for SAT

This is such a great day... hahahah... hv two days break before i go back to hell... will be working for 3 days, 1 closing shift and 2 full shifts, very very heavy...

just checked my SAT results... i realised why i could not logged in, because i used the wrong name to sign up last time, no wonder it did not show any previous result of 2002... 1340... Hurray... thought i will be wasting my $$$... only maths improve... sigh... verbal did not improve, remain the same... a bit disappointed for my verbal... but anyway i did improve...

haha, heard a dedication by bluesky for 88.3... this person different from the one i know... i think also another hopeless person, say he very sad for valentine or something... hahah

VERY VERY HAPPY>>>> HIGHER SAT SCORE THAN BLUESKY>>> HAHAHAAHAHAHHAH.... actually also cannot believe it... me really did not study at all, i only study for 2 days and that is reading the SAT booklet given to us... so a bit worried for verbal... luckily it did not deprove... though still very disappointed, cos i thought i sld do better for critical reading... but then again very happy.... when i saw the marks i got, was jumping up and down... hahahaha

~ reaching for the stars ~ Wednesday, Feb. 11, 2004, 12:41 AM


my rest day

today is my rest day... just my luck not to feel so well today... caught a cold yesterday... wasted my money buying medicine for my cold.. stupid medicine, did not cure my nose and it is so damn ex.... $10 for 14 tablets...

then had to work yesterday, so nose keep on dripping non-stop... so damn sickening... now using the com... my dad also very irritating... he is not happy seeing me coming back from work and using the computer... so now if i have to use it, i either use it in the morning or during times when my father is not around... so damn sway...

want to go to the library to borrow more comics today... but not feeling too well and lazy... last week went to borrow some, it's about a boy learning how to make the best sushi... very very interesting... this comic keeps on making my mouth watering... so tempting to eat sushi... ahhh.... so yummy.. hahah

hmm.. later muz go practise piano... and before that, i muz try to remove my music cd which is stuck in the dvd drive... so damn irritating...

~ reaching for the stars ~ Monday, Feb. 09, 2004, 12:08 PM


Piano relieving

today went to relief piano... did not start well... i guess the kid was too young and not comfortable to see a new teacher... so she started crying after playing a few notes... luckily her mother was with her... yah hv 3 parents with their kids attending the class, but me was not nervous... me got a bit shock that the girl started crying...*scared*

another kid was a boy(with his mama), then he also not comfortable with the change teacher... cannot play the notes at all...worse, cannot recognise some of the notes... i hope i did not portray myself too badly in front of the parent.. cos i could not think of some better words to say... i mean wat happened, how can the boy not recognise the notes, and he kept looking at me... for goodness sake..go look at ur score (like the notes are on my face meh, made me so worried)... hopefully next week won't be a nightmare...

interesting.. me teaching tkgs sec 2, don't know her but she is from 2/5 and in band... then just teach her the usual... i wonder whether it is alright to get books for students... i mean getting upper primary and above to play sonatina are alright? cos i might be asking them to play... at least muz hv some classical background... but i think this time the teacher i was relieving is quite a good teacher... she taught the kids counting very well... also heard from them that she quite fierce... hahha

i really muz play more harder pieces... if not cannot sightread for the grade 4.... arrgh... me also happen to teach 3 siblings... haha the second gal is much talented, the elder boy a bit the blur blur, the youngest also learning... think they sld be able to cope...

oh i remembered, there is one more 6 yrs old... same age as my sister... think she is really good though... the teacher wanted her to let her go for grade 3 exam, but her mother dun 1... i think grade 2 would be a better choice and sure can get distinction too.. this gal really hv the talent ( hope it is not because her mother forces her to practise with a cane) dun think so....

at least this time it was not so scary as i thought... hahah

~ reaching for the stars ~ Thursday, Feb. 05, 2004, 11:59 pm


Some music to hear now!!!

i am so happy... finally i bought the 5566 album... though a bit disappointed that the nicer songs are in the vcd format(mtv)... only 1 song that i like is in the album... guess that was the only album that provided the songs i wanted... the rest were in separate album... haiz... does anyone know how to extract the music from a mtv format... sad leh...

haha... but i get a poster of them... can put it on my wall... till i have the mood to put anime poster on my wall... hahah

feels a bit guilty for not really contacting my friends... though i did some today... i really do socialise a lot each day.... with strangers of course!!! hahah

yay... tml will work a short day... hurray... still hv 1 day to go for a short break... yay

~ reaching for the stars ~ Wednesday, Feb. 04, 2004, 1:15 AM


another tiring day

finally no more spam mails... hurray... my mail box now do not choke up to 50 mails a day...phew..

my job is really using my mouth a lot... i think when i quit this job... i will hv excess saliva... i drink a lot of water each day, but it is not helping... my lips are dry and are going to crack soon... sigh...

curse the idiotic mosquito that bit my third toe!!! so damn itchy... scratching non-stop now... now my whole foot is itching... so irritating... ARRGH!!!

me hav names at M1... the manager calls me little ghost in chinese, some call me by melissa, then still hv others calling me xiao bu dian... so sad rite... they bully me rite...

this job getting more tiring.... my schedule damn scary... either closing or full shift... actually it is tiring when m1 has ridiculously crazy sales... then people keep asking questions... i know this is part of sales... u put the stuff in fine print... so it looks more attractive... then people like me have to tell customers the fine print... everyday repeat over and over again... siaz...

surprisingly now that woman jane treats me nicer... i hope it is not because the sales manager, matthew was around... heheh.. me will judge her behaviour for some time...

~ reaching for the stars ~ Tuesday, Feb. 03, 2004, 1:08 AM


another working and boring day

me not much stuff to blog for today... just that i'm busy... sigh... no off till thur and i still hv to relief piano on that day.... arrgh...

my off is only for next week... poor me...

~ reaching for the stars ~ Sunday, Feb. 01, 2004, 11:58 PM


Horrible Day of Work

This is such a horrible day.. i mean on sat... sickening crazy offers of m1... selling t610 at 198 dollars... then the quene damn long...

had to stand and walk around answering q by people from all over the shopfloor... tml will probably be even worst...

my legs are damn painful... wonder how many km i hv walked today... *sob sob* poor legs...

haha.. saw hong da today... he went into army and came out with his parents to upgrade handphone... did not talk to him much because i was serving many many customers...

this will be so tiring... will be working another full shift on monday... this is so bad... i am so damn sick and tired... sigh...

then still hv to relief piano... sigh... 4 students playing grade4 and the rest all basic... also worried i cannot handle the grade 4.. will be reliving them for 4 lessons too... arrgh..

only consolation is that i will be earning more money when i work longer... *ahhhhhhhhh* follow economic terms: how i wish i can substitute labour for leisure...hehehe u know the income effect and the substitution effect... reminding everyone abt econs... muhahahhah

~ reaching for the stars ~ Sunday, Feb. 01, 2004, 12:23 AM


Shock!! Surprise!!!

U know wat happen today??? This is so amazing.... people come and vist me including a person i nearly popped my eyes outm *vomit blood*....

jiahui and minyu came by *happy*... but i did not talked to jiahui because i was serving a customer... so she just said hi and left... at least minyu accompanied me for dinner... i am really going to cry *waah* ... will work for 6 days in a row... will go home so late... i always reached home at twelve... like cinderella...

oh continue to wat happened... In the afternoon.. i served these 2 foreign students, told them that if they had to sign have to go thru some procedures... then they left after that...

in the evening, i was serving other customers, when i feel that one of my worst dreams came thru... i saw mr yeo with that 2 gals... he was going to help them to sign the lines... cos it won't be mafan... so shitty... then come and irritate me lah...

haha... he say i treat the gals nicely but when i talked to him like not nice.. heheh that was true... stupid person like never buy hp.. asked silly q...

then he asked me anyone working in parkway... so i told him ching lu working there too... then i said i not going to tell him, later he go and disturb ching lu... then he asked me dun be like this... so i just told him... haha chinglu.. be prepared from a visit by him...

then that mr yeo asked for chelsea... told him did not keep in contact with her... said cannot find her in friendster... then he asked me if i have friendster... then i said yes without thinking because i was doing the procedures for the gals... die liao... muz go and change piz man... he now thinking of trying to link to me... damn it....

then said mr yip misses me... then said he will tell mr yip to visit me... i told him he better don't... ~arrgh~.. mr yeo's mouth so big... sure will tell... my life is ruin *sob sob*

anyway those who are reading this.. who are interested in mr yeo bday or age or where he stayed.. hehe i shall write it here... got a look at his ic too.. hehehe... ugly piz.. haha

his birthdate: 15/7/1973.... so old liao... 31 yrs old, still got no gal friend *muahahaha*... he staying at euonos cresent... i think... know is at the eunos area...

die liao... my next few months... will hv weirdos meeting me when they feel bored...

~ reaching for the stars ~ Saturday, Jan. 31, 2004, 12:02 AM


Rainy Day

These few days have been cold brr... but it really make pp wants to zzz... very good to zzz too..

hahah...today went to the orchard library in the afternoon... sat in the library to read kinachi (jin tian yi) comic books.. but i borrowed 8 books all together, heheh me used my mother's library card too... yay this is going to be shiok... reading those comic books.. :)

then went to muji to buy a drawer and a book holder... sigh... me already spending alot of money when i still hv not gotten my pay....

but its like so hard not to spend... u know that u will be getting the money so just spend... but its really fun to spend money.. okay i won't spend them on clothes... me really have no interest in clothes... so i spend my money on other stuff...

hmm... if i earn more money, will probably be buying how to draw manga books... but so ex.. there are 4 in total but each cost at least 30.... so i prob will wait for a few months

keep having the urge to go japan... but if i go there, i prob will be using all the money i earned in 4 months... then again me also have not learn japanese... so going there would be a real problem...

shall wait till i master japanese then i will visit japan... that will be like a long time too... SIGH...

~ reaching for the stars ~ Thursday, Jan. 29, 2004, 9:54 PM